Monday, February 27, 2006

i'm really very tired. (with regards to work)

think i've come to a point of giving up. It doesn't matter if you are not smart, but u r willing to learn. It really sucks when you are distracted and not interested in the lesson. wat's the point of copying and talking at the same time?

if this is wat u want, fine, i'll oblige with it.

sorry, words of anger, very angry and disappointed now.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

to the f****r who picked up my sim card,

no, i should say, i admire your courage. admire your courage for using the sim card to dial 1900 numbers and chalk up almost $200 worth of phone calls. u r soooooooooo courageous.

so may the good gods reward u with herpes and STDs. thank you.

and to the telco company, thank you for not waiving the charges. You let me learnt a lesson. fu

Friday, February 17, 2006

this morning, was travelling on tpe. a little late so was at lane 1, abt 100 plus km/h.

then this car was driving, even faster cos it can catch up wif mine and very close to my car.

then the dreadful thing happen. he flash high beam!!!! idiot!!!!! hate it. so i step on the brake.

siao, u want to flash high beam, u want to travel faster than me, u have the skills, then u overtake me lor, (think got 1 kencil in lane 2, travelling ard the same speed as me) if u can overtake me, i LL, i shut up. u dun have flash high beam. idiot.

2nd time still flash high beam, i really feel like e brake in the middle of the expressway and let u bang into my car. my reason for e braking: hmmm, suddenly got one flash of light, my eyes blinded, i cannot see, so i step on the brake lor, anything wrong? feel like e brake, but didn't, juz tap on the brake again.

better dun mess with a hungry pregnant woman. it's double the anger.

hmmm, feel much better after getting it off.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

i was so naive, last time i used to think that when u have a problem, juz go to sleep, when u wake up tmr, things will be better.

but i was very wrong. the problem did not only kept me awake, but also i feel the same before i slept and after i woke up. the feeling of helplessness.

u said dunno when it will end, i juz have a weird feeling that the end is near.

do miracles really happen? for the past few nites, i didn't really notice the stars, but the moon was pretty. was mesmerizing juz watching the moon. wish the moon would take me away.

the clouds has always been beautiful, especially on sunny, bright days. wish i can feel as light hearted as the clouds. but i can't, can't anymore. sad.....

hey, it's valentine's day. Happy valentine's day to all. juz like my student said, be it watever ur status, happy valentine's day.

Monday, February 13, 2006

tired because

1) last week was a tiring week, especially on friday
2) this week is another hectic week
3) probably mentally tired as well

arghhhhhhhh

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

o level results will be out this friday. hope i dun have nightmares these few nites.
went for detailed scanning, said it's a boy. surprised because always thought it's a girl.

He is lying on the tummy. so worried, dunno if this is normal or not, so worried because dunno if when he turns, he will get entangled. so i dreamt last nite that i had given birth. dreamt lots of blood.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

finding it difficult to get to sleep these days. have to consciously tell myself not to think too much. need to relax the mind before i get back to sleep. scared to wake up in the middle of the nite too, once wake up, can't get back to sleep either. have to do the same thing, remind myself not to think too much.

has a big pimple on my temple. anyway, main point is many things remind me of you. pimple, pda, clouds, blue sky, rain, car key, pc, many many things.

time to go to work. think i'll stop here for today.