Tuesday, March 30, 2010

ok, Macbook is cool. still navigating my way around Macbook. Needless to say, the keyboard is soft to touch and the sound it makes is soothing to the ear, unlike others.

hope i can do more things with it, have not synchronize iphone with itune yet. mmm, juz realise that i'm using US english on macbook, doesn't matter. mmm, no auto correct.

want to change a few display pictures, but no pictures in iphoto to choose from.

many things are still very raw. trying to get used to mail too.

i will adapt quickly and get used to Mac
Yeah, MacBook arrive. Welcome to the family


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Monday, March 29, 2010

not advisable to have not enough sleep on a monday. i'm physically tired. it's not that i dun want to sleep on sunday night, but when it comes to sunday night, i juz cannot fall asleep. every Sunday night is like that.

then i'll start to have not enough sleep and feeling tired, well, physical tiredness can replenished.

but mental tiredness, it's very emotionally draining. so much so that, i feel like letting go of everything.

yes, i do agree that life is not always up, there are ups and there are downs.... just need to shout it all out when it's down, helps me to cope better.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

how do you know that your mind is focussed on your work?

when you try to sign in to blogger using your IC number as the user id.

and the best part is, when blogger prompt me that there is no such id, i didn't realise i type in IC number.

ok, i wanted to say.....

this is the 4th day of the week, i've scolded or nagged at marcus at least 3 mornings in this week. i really do not understand. tell him nicely to ask his BB teacher if there is parade this saturday and he has missed his uniform try out because that saturday, we were in batam. so i need him to ask his teacher, how?

i mean i could easily used my working email to locate his BB teacher and asked her via email, but i don't want to, i want him to settle this thing himself.

yesterday, he came home without his file. asked him where he left his file, as usual, he is clueless. so last night, i really gave it to him. file missing and he still has not gone to find his teacher.

this morning, he came to tell me, behind his ears are a bit swollen because of his spectacles. i think he judged from yesterday, mabel told me about her swollen lips, i asked her to see doctor and take mc. so today, marcus came to tell me behind his ears were swollen.

but i didn't ask him to see a doc and take mc. i sent him to school. applied some cream for him and told him if it's painful, then don't wear the spectacles. he took out his spectacles and wanted to keep it inside his bag. screamed at him, asked him to at least use a spectacles case. then he didn't want to bring the spectacles to school. stupi, then how to see the whiteboard?

so in the end, his spectacles, in a spectacles case, in his schoolbag.

at the lift lobby, i got fed up with him again. i told him 'marcus, i can bet with you today. you will either forget about your whole spectacles or your spectacles will be on your face but your spectacles box is missing. And then, you will still not find your file and you will still not find Ms Sim. i can bet with you that.'

i'm so....................... fed up with him. i hate his nonchalent attitude. Why does he have to manifest this nonchalent attitude? You could say that i'm a 'go do it' kind of person. I don't like too many choices, i quickly made a decision, and then just do it, no regrets. regrets also like that, what can you do? just move along and things will be corrected by itself. Life is short, i do not want to waste my life being indecisive. Let's just do it and move on.

so maybe for marcus, because he is slower and it does not meet my expectations, so it seems that i'm impatient with him. But i really hate his heck care attitude. If he continues like that, i'm going to learn from him too, heck care about him and let him rot. I'm tired of looking after so many 'babies'.

I think being stuck in my generation sucks. we are stuck in the middle. we got to look after our parents, we got to look after our children. any little problem, they come look for us to settle this, settle that. can't they settle it themselves? for children, ok, they need guidance. but for our parents? before doing things don't want to discuss, then when things are done, got problem, then we have to settle the shit.

that's why i say i'm tired.

Bumpy start to Thursday. Woke up, switching off the alarm, thinking it's sat. Realize it's a work day, took me some time to think what day it is.

Almost could not pull out the tampon, so comfortable inside.

Came down the stairs, leg cannot co ordinate, almost fell down the stairs.

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Wednesday, March 24, 2010

have been trying to use tampon. i was giggling when i read the instructions.

always remove your used tampon before inserting a new one.
haha, who would insert one in without removing...? gosh, what happens if u really insert a new one without removing the used one?????

be sure to remove the last tampon you use at the end of your period.
haha, who would not? who would leave the last tampon inside, unless the person forgot?

use tampons only during menstruation.
again, hahahahahaha, this is but of course, it's like duh. who would use a tampon when she is not menstruating....? unless the person wants to use tampon as a vibe, then i got nothing to say.
feels funny not to blog for a day.

also dunno what i'm busy with.

but the march holiday is a good break. never do any work at all!!! though i've planned to do so many things.

sigh.. engine not really started yet... yesterday, i slept while watching the news. and today, i dun feel like waking up.

anyway, i know i had to kick start my engine real soon, my to-do list is getting longer and longer.

wat to do, work.... work.... work..... life is so monotonous.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Had been feeling the blues. Mmm, not updated batam trip, will find time to upload photos.

Now is work, work, work.


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Sunday, March 21, 2010

Saw this quote in nora's blog, I really like it. Nora is my ex student.

“You can never open up fully to someone you're just dating. It takes a special bond between people in order to feel comfortable showing them your vulnerabilities and flaws."
adapted from hj.




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Thursday, March 18, 2010

Ok, I confess I'm a brand idiot. That day at IT show, part of the freebies was a crumpler bag, I thought what sort of bag is a crumpler bag? I thought that it is a bag that can be crumpled or extend, that's why it's call crumpler bag.

When we reach home, Lao gong showed me the logo, then I realized that crumpler is a brand, how stupid can I get? Then as I walked to hdb office juz now, I saw so many crumpler logo to remind me of my stupidity.


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Wa lj, nbcb, early in the morning made me point 4th finger. Not third, ok, I juz realize motorist who show 3rd finger is an offence, so I'll show 4th finger and better still the whole hand.

Went to buy season parking, parked at century sq as I wanted to go uob ATM as well, so those who drive will know, drive in, tampines mall, 3 lanes, left lane taken by taxi, right lane always got cars and taxi as passenger alighting, mrt. Then there is this traffic light, pedestrain crossing.

1 Subaru was in front of me, we kept centre lane, green light, nb, stop in front of the light and pit keep right signal. Nb no. 1 if u want alight passenger, then keep right lane, now right lane plenty of cars and taxi, nobody is giving way to Subaru, then left lane got taxi queueing, then nb again, I'm stuck behind u. WT....

I was a little impatient, horn, no reaction, horn again, passenger sitting behind wanted to alight at the middle lane, stupid. Horn again.

Finally it moved forward a bit and shift to right lane. Ya lah, let the passenger walk a bit, can die huh? Nb, ur convenience at my inconvenience. Stupid selfish driver.


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Wednesday, March 17, 2010

being in the school at night can be interestingly, if not eeriely pleasant. what a contrast, eeriely pleasant.

it is eerie, yes, but the silence is a pleasant to the ears, as compared to the day time. so at the parade square, u looked up to the sky. u watched the stars.

it's quite fun, if not for the running here and there. and the responsibility gets heavier at night.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Farmart

Brought the kids to farmart in the morning.

When we reach, they seemed to be disappointed with the run down place, well, told them they have to experience some less modernized place.

Next, encountered some problems with breakfast, seems like what they want to eat is not available, so told them we sometimes have to make do with the limited resources. Ch had Nasi lemak, eggs, fishcake, I had mee Soto and Lao gong had mee Siam which was oily





Fish spa, tried the fish spa, so ticklish! But it was fun.



Stop for some snacks.



Otah




The kids have a fun time feeding the animals.











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Saturday, March 13, 2010

Went IT show today, was there before the door open, didn't realize that it was open at 12 noon.

So we bought a travel cooker, this is accidental. Thought that it was compact and many free gifts, and since there is a need for it, aiya buy lor.

Bought canon eos 550d for Lao gong as his b day present. Lao gong also bought a power shot camera for Marcus as the one he is using is spoilt, thanks to max.

Contemplating whether to buy MacBook, decided to do that online, since with educator'd discount, I can get it cheaper.

It is very tiring, now I juz want to go back and rest.


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Friday, March 12, 2010

Steff said that Isaac looked like Max when Max was younger. mmmm, ok, i managed to find some one month old max pictures, so Ser, Gor Yee, do u think they look alike? maybe little babies all look alike in the confinement month.




His frowns are exactly like mine.


His smile is so cute.


Yeah, he has a little jaundice. i still remember during my confinement month, it was world cup 2006. so while i fed him at night, i could hear people cheering when there was a goal. and it was as if Max raised his hand to cheer too.

time passes so fast, he's already 4 years old now, and so talkative and funny. so different.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

忽然间觉得很害怕,怕面临抉择的时候,其实也不是第一次,人类只总不喜欢做决定。
唉,反正时间未到, 那就老一句 live life to fullest。

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着,要怎么停呢?

有没有口罩给我,释怀说多了就成真不了。

没有地球太阳还是会绕。

我知道你我都没有错,只是忘了怎么退后。

伤心原来没有时差。

以上都是些歌词,无须放心上。



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Tuesday, March 09, 2010

1) sometimes I feel that 如果百病缠身也不是办法,死或许是种解脱吧!

2) the 3rd party in jack neo's affair. Didn't I say she was the loser in the end? Nobody will sympathize u, some may even say u 活该.

So, rules are there for u to abide with if u want to continue to play the game, once u decide to break the rules, u are out if the game. 玩完.

It's not that u do not know he us married, u are fully aware. Unless the man intentionally hide from u. But u know very clearly from the start he is married, why u so foolish? So now pls dun tell the reporter that u are the loser, u had it coming.


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Didn't realize yesterday is 3 mar, women international day.

Well, after years of fighting for equality, of course I appreciate the freedom that women enjoyed now. Without these women fighting for equal rights, we may never be able to come out to work etc.

However all these of course also come with a price. Besides working, we also need to balance family life. That's why it's hard for working women and that's why u still have so many women quitting their job after they gave birth. So more rights came with a price.

Also I believe we can never ever be equal with men. I juz learnt that women have 1 more bone. Our biological composition is way different, one is fm Venus, one is fm mars. Men think with their 'head', women think with their hearts, men can have many mistresses, women can't really have that much partners. Women age faster than men. Old men goes with young woman, quite acceptable, old woman go with young men, not acceptable. Well the lists goes on and on.

So penny for thoughts, women international day.


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Sunday, March 07, 2010

Was juz reading jack neo's affair.

1) wat was the gal thinking about? That he would leave the family for her? That he truly love her? Oh please, how naive. That by confronting him and his wife, he will divorce his wife?

2) I'm not mocking or sympathizing with anyone. In this game of affair, the gal is the loser for putting in her real feelings. Now, the guy and wife will still remain together and the gal? Left alone, hurt. She is too young, she doesn't know the rules of the game. If she had played by the rules, then maybe she would not have been hurt.

Well at least she is still young, she is still able to find a true love. Let this be a lesson she learnt, yes, it's painful, but gal, life still goes on. Go find someone truly worthy of your love.



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Saturday, March 06, 2010

Ok, after analysis of my hong mo, it's due to
1) weather
2) steam bath

I really should not steam bath the other day. It forces the toxin out from my body.

Anyway, 'test water' with 2 glasses of beer last nite, so far so good.


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Friday, March 05, 2010

yeah, tickets to australia are booked.

next, promise the children that tonight we will order pizza hut for dinner. they are certainly excited about it. i'll go online to see what to order later.
excited because it's the end of the week, but then again, so many things to do and prepare, next week is a terrible week. but first, let me enjoy my friday first.

ok, i shall not let other things affect my still good mood today.

oh yah, i wanted to blog about how sleepy i was last night from all the surfing of Blue mountain's accomodation, i was nodding away in front of my computer. so that was when i know it's time for me to go to sleep.

Thursday, March 04, 2010

~ The magic of moments ~

~ The magic of moments ~

i like this one too. imagine cooking for your loved ones and having a nice slow lunch outside. mmmmm

Blue Mountains Cottage Holiday Accommodation Avarest and Aventine delightful self contained houses

Blue Mountains Cottage Holiday Accommodation Avarest and Aventine delightful self contained houses

this is not bad either, though more modern

Blue Mountains Accommodation: Welcome to the Straw Bale House

Blue Mountains Accommodation: Welcome to the Straw Bale House

look at this beautiful cottage
Just finished planning itinerary for sydney, i'm tired out. hope everything turns out well... ha, still got 3 months to june. now looking at accomodation at Blue Mountains.

planning for holiday can be fun. planning a holiday for about 9-10 people can be equally fun. Haha.
i'm so tired this morning that i don't feel like waking up. this morning, when my alarm clock rang, i thought it was my hubby's alarm. and i was wondering why he didn't wake up (he usually wakes up at 430am). so the alarm continued for 1 minute, then getting a little annoyed, i stretched out my hand to tap him to ask him to wake up, only to realise that i'm tapping his bolster!!!! haha, all along, it was my alarm that was ringing and it's 545am. how stupid can i get?

max woke up early today again, i was like brushing my teeth when he suddenly opened the toilet door.

Wednesday, March 03, 2010

this morning, max woke up very early, in face, before my alarm rings, he was tossing in bed. so needless to say, when i woke up to brush teeth, he woke up too. he peed, then he sat in the toilet to watch me brush teeth. when i choose my clothes, he sat on the bed. he helped me to open my drawer for me to take my, uh mmm, undergarments. after changing, he again went into the toilet with me to watch me put on my make up, make my hair, then he waited for me to put on my accessories, then we went down.

He is so sweet. he said goodbye to us and hugged us before we left the house.

mabel looked tired this morning, i've told her about her choice of so many enrichment after school, monday, dunno wat, wed, think tank prog, tues, also dismiss late, then on friday, malay conversational programme. so i've reminded her that it was her choice, so she must be mentally prepared, and on top of all this, there is homework to be done, so she should not blame anyone or get angry over school work.

marcus has been doing his homework lately, thanks to his sister, who always asked his classmate whether the class has homework for the day. i mean, mabel is helpful, but sometimes, she thinks too much and worries too much and takes on too much. she should learn to let go, otherwise next time when she grows up, she will be the one who is suffering.

Monday, March 01, 2010

Hubby comain back ache, gAve him a good back massage. Children are all playing downstairs. Air con is switched on, very hot weather.

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I *ing hate this job!


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Quick update before I start a busy week, last night I didn't eat the seafood, last night no alcohol. Was ok when went to sleep. Immediately when I woke up, hong mo on arms, neck and leg starting to appear again. Ate the medicine, wearing ling sleeve and long pants to work.



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